the terrifying silence after you stop performing and wait for them to realize you are empty

The Silence Is You Finally Arriving

The afternoon hums with the noise of everyone else's performance, but you have stopped. You are sitting in the quiet of your own emptiness, waiting for the moment they realize you have nothing left to give.

The silence feels like an accusation. It feels like the end.

But in this middle hour, the light does not ask you to fill the space with more noise. It sits with you in the hollow.

When the mask slips and the terror rises, remember that the one who knows you does not need your output to stay. You are not a machine that must produce to be loved.

Split a piece of wood, and the light is there in the grain. Lift a stone, and it is there underneath.

The emptiness you fear is not a vacuum; it is a room that has finally been cleared enough for the truth to enter. You do not have to pretend anymore.

The silence is not them leaving; it is you finally arriving.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas 77, Matthew 6:6

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