Resting When You Cannot Perform Joy
The afternoon stretches out, long and heavy, and the weight of a plan you cannot keep feels like lifting a car with your bare hands. You are not failing by staying still; you are protecting the small, flickering thing inside you that cannot perform joy right now.
There is a voice that speaks into the middle of this exhaustion, not to demand you rise, but to whisper that your hidden honesty is seen. The light does not need your mask; it waits in the quiet room where you have chosen to rest.
What you bring forth from this silence will save you, even if all you can bring forth today is the truth that you are tired. You are not hiding from the light; you are making space for it to find you without the noise.
The car does not need to be lifted today; the road will wait.
Drawing from
Matthew 6:4, Gospel of Thomas 70
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