pretending to believe something you do not believe anymore

The Light Runs Toward Your Real Self

The afternoon asks for a performance you can no longer give. You smile at the desk, you nod at the words, but inside the script has fallen silent.

You are carrying the heavy mask of someone who believes, while your heart has quietly walked away. That gap between your face and your truth is exhausting.

It makes the light feel like a lie you are telling to survive the day. But the light does not need your agreement to exist.

It was there before you learned the words, and it is there now, underneath the doubt. There is a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off.

He ran. Before the apology, before the speech — he ran.

The light is not waiting for you to pretend. It is running toward the real you, the one who is tired of acting.

You do not have to manufacture faith to be held. The truth you are hiding is the very thing the light is waiting to embrace.

Stop performing. The mask is not required.

Drawing from

Luke, John

Verses

Luke 15:20, John 1:9

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