The Lie You Tell to Justify Grace
It is three in the morning, and you are inventing a disaster just to give your pain a name. You twist a memory until it bleeds, manufacturing a crisis because you cannot bear the quiet truth that you are loved without a reason.
The light does not need your emergency to stay close. It was there before the storm you just created in your mind.
There is no sin that you can conjure to make the love stop. You are not a problem to be solved by your own suffering.
The father saw the son while he was still a long way off and ran to meet him. He did not wait for the speech.
He did not require the apology. He ran.
You do not have to earn the right to be held. The comfort you feel unworthy of is the only thing that is real.
The crisis is a lie you tell to justify the grace you already have. Rest now.
The light is sufficient even when you are quiet.
Drawing from
Luke, 1 John
Verses
Luke 15:20, 1 John 3:20
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