Light Sitting With Your Trembling Hands
It is three in the morning, and the house is quiet enough to hear the friction inside your own chest. You are rehearsing a gentle response, crafting the perfect calm sentence, while your hands are already trembling with the urge to snap.
The gap between the words you plan and the heat rising in your palms feels like a betrayal. But in this darkest hour, the light does not ask you to bridge that gap with willpower.
It simply sits with you in the trembling. What you feel is not a failure of spirit; it is the friction of a humanity that is tired and raw.
The light is not shocked by your shaking hands. It is not waiting for you to perfect your tone before it stays.
It is here, in the silence between the thought and the reaction, holding the space where you are falling apart. You do not have to be the person who never snaps to be held.
You only have to be the one who is still here, breathing through the urge.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas, John
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