He Runs Before You Speak
It is late, and the house is quiet enough to hear the rehearsal running on a loop in your head. You are practicing the perfect apology, the one that finally fixes what you broke, while your mouth forms polite lies for the people standing right in front of you.
The gap between the truth you owe and the mask you wear feels like a crack in your chest, widening with every silent hour. But there is a Father who has been watching the road since you left, and he does not wait for your speech to be perfect before he moves.
While you were still a long way off—still rehearsing, still covered in the dust of your failure—he saw you. He ran.
Before the apology could even start, before the first stammered word of shame, he threw his arms around you. The light does not need your performance to be complete.
It only needs you to stop running and let yourself be held.
Drawing from
Luke, Gospel of Thomas
Verses
Luke 15:20
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