The Light Lives in the Raw Footage
It is 3am, and the room is quiet enough to hear the lie spinning in your head. You are watching a movie of your own life, but you directed the cut.
You edited out the grace, spliced in the shame, and now you believe the montage is the truth. The darkness loves a story it can manipulate.
It whispers that your worst moment is your only moment. But listen — the light does not live in the edit.
It lives in the raw footage. Jesus wept before he raised the dead; he did not skip the grief to get to the glory.
The version of you that stammers, that fails, that sits in the dirt — that is the one the light is holding right now. Not the polished performance you wish you had given.
The real one. The one who is tired.
The one who is here. You are not the story you are telling yourself in the dark.
You are the light that sees through the cut.
Drawing from
John, Gospel of Mary
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