You Are the Lamp, Not the Flinch
In this hour, even the sound of your own name can feel like a stone thrown at a window. You flinch before you think.
Your body remembers the shouting, the blame, the times your name was used to summon pain rather than love. It is a reflex born of survival, not a failure of faith.
But listen — the light that lives inside you was there before the first cruel word was ever spoken. It waits beneath the flinch, untouched by the noise.
There is light within a person of light, and it lights up the whole world. If it does not shine, it is dark.
Your reflex is just a shadow cast by what you have endured; it is not the substance of who you are. The flinch is real, but the light is deeper.
You are not the recoil. You are the lamp that cannot be extinguished by a loud voice.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas 24, Gospel of Thomas 77
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