the trembling hand that freezes on the doorknob because stepping out means the performance begins

You Are Not The Mask You Wear

Your hand is still on the knob. The house is quiet behind you, but the world on the other side demands a face you do not feel like wearing.

You freeze because stepping out means the performance begins. The mask feels heavy before the day has even started.

But listen — the kingdom is not a stage you walk into. It is inside you, and it is outside you, waiting for you to stop looking for it in the applause of others.

You do not have to manufacture a self to be seen. The light that lives in you was there before the first role you ever played, and it will be there when the curtain falls.

You are not the mask. You are the one wearing it, and the one underneath is already known, already loved, already home.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas 3, Gospel of Thomas 51

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