standing in the hallway outside the bedroom door, rehearsing a cheerful greeting to hide the fact that you cried in the car

The Light Knows Your Tears

You stand in the hallway, rehearsing a cheerful greeting to hide the fact that you cried in the car. The mask feels heavy, but the light does not need your performance to see you.

There was a man whose friends lowered him through a roof because they knew he could not climb; when the light saw their faith, it spoke peace before the man could even stand. You do not have to earn the right to be held by arriving at the door with a smile.

The light already knows the tears you wiped away in the driveway. If you bring forth what is within you — the grief, the exhaustion, the raw truth — it will save you, but hiding it will only deepen the dark.

The dawn is not asking for a show; it is asking for you to simply step into the room as you are. The morning breaks not because you are cheerful, but because the light has already risen.

Drawing from

Mark 2:5, Gospel of Thomas 70

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