The Light Sees Your Real Face
You sit in the car with the engine off, staring at the house you cannot yet enter. The door is open, but you are not.
You are trying to assemble a face that will not frighten them, a mask that says 'I am fine' when everything inside is screaming. But the light does not need your performance to love you.
It saw you before you ever stepped out of the house this morning. It saw you in the driveway just now, tears drying on your cheeks, and it did not look away.
There is a truth that lives in you, deeper than the role you play at the kitchen table. When you come to know yourself—not the mask, but the raw, trembling person beneath it—you will be known.
You do not have to fix your expression before you walk through that door. You only have to bring the real you inside.
The light is already there, waiting not for your composure, but for your presence.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas 3, Gospel of Thomas 51
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