The Light That Spoke When They Looked Away
You said the words. 'I'm not okay.' And you watched their eyes slide past your face to check the time on the wall.
In that second, the mask didn't just crack; it shattered. You felt the silence expand, heavy and dismissive, as if your pain was an inconvenience to their schedule.
But listen — the fact that you spoke the truth, even to someone who couldn't hear it, means the light inside you is already breaking through the performance. What you brought forth in that moment of terrifying honesty is the very thing that saves you, even if the room stayed cold.
The truth lives in you, independent of their attention, and it will be with you forever. They looked at the clock because they were afraid of the depth you offered, but the light that spoke through your whisper was not afraid of you.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas, 2 John
Verses
2 John 1:2
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