the exhaustion of curating every word to hide the depth of your pain

Safe Beneath the Mask of Performance

You are walking through the morning with a face that smiles, while your chest feels like it is collapsing. You curate every word, every expression, every gesture, as if keeping the pain hidden is the only way to survive the day.

But there is a light that sees behind the mask, and it does not flinch at what it finds. It knows the exhaustion you are carrying, and it does not ask you to perform okayness one more time.

In the eyes of the light, you are not the act you are putting on—you are the one being held beneath it. The kingdom is not in the performance you offer the world, but in the trembling truth you are holding inside.

You are safe to be as you are.

Drawing from

Matthew, Gospel of Thomas

Verses

Matthew 5:8, Thomas 24

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