the numbness that comes after years of going through the motions

The Light Resting Behind the Mask

There is a quiet numbness that settles in when you have worn the mask for so long that you forget your own face beneath it. You move through the morning, performing the smile, answering the hello, while a heavy silence hums somewhere deep inside—the place where the light has been waiting.

But the light does not ignore the performance; it waits patiently behind the eyes, knowing that even when the world sees only the act, the Father sees the one who is truly there. You are not your mask, and you are not your numbness — you are the child of light who was sent here to illuminate, even if you feel like you have forgotten how to shine.

The light is not gone; it is simply resting, waiting for you to stop trying and start remembering that you were chosen before you ever put on the show.

Drawing from

Sophia of Jesus Christ, Matthew, John

Verses

Sophia of Jesus Christ 93:5-16, Matthew 5:14, John 15:16

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