The Floor Where You Stop Falling
The world feels flat tonight because the chemical fog has lifted, and you are seeing the raw edges of things without the buffer you used to rely on. This is the bottom, the place where the silence is so loud it hurts, and the colors seem to have drained out of everything you touch.
But listen — the flatness is not the end of the story. It is the floor you needed to find so you could stop falling.
In this deepest dark, the light does not shout or dazzle; it simply waits, quiet and steady, like a ember buried in the ash. You thought you needed the spark to feel alive, but the heat was always underneath.
The world looks different when you are not looking through a filter. It looks real.
And real is where the light lives.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas, Matthew
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