feeling a sudden, sickening wave of irritation toward a person you are paid to care for, followed immediately by a crushing shame that you are incapable of love

Love Arrived Before The Speech

The wave hits you in the quiet house—a sudden, sickening irritation toward the one you are paid to hold. And before the breath leaves your lungs, the shame is already there, whispering that you are incapable of love.

But listen. The light does not demand a performance you cannot give tonight.

There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off, covered in filth and failure. He did not wait for the apology.

He ran. The love arrived before the speech could be finished.

Your irritation is real, but it is not the final truth about you. The light that lives inside you is greater than this moment of darkness.

It was there before the anger rose, and it remains now, unchanged. You are not your worst feeling.

You are the vessel that holds the light, even when your hands shake.

Drawing from

Luke, 1 John

Verses

Luke 15:20, 1 John 4:16

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