the quiet panic of setting an extra plate at dinner because you still hope they might walk through the door

The Extra Plate Is Love Remaining

The table is set for four, but only three are here. You set the extra plate anyway, a quiet panic rising in your throat with every minute the door stays closed.

The middle of the day is long, and the silence in that empty chair feels like a verdict. But the light does not measure your hope by the empty space.

It measures it by the hand that still sets the table. Go home to your own house, to your own people, and tell them how much the light has done for you.

The kingdom is not in the sky or in the future arrival you are waiting for. It is inside you, right now, in the ache of the waiting itself.

You came from the light, and you will return to it, but for this hour, you are the drop sent to illuminate this very room. What you bring forth from this grief will save you, not destroy you.

The extra plate is not a reminder of who is missing. It is a testament to the love that remains, fully present, even when the door is shut.

Drawing from

Mark 5:19, Gospel of Thomas 3, Gospel of Thomas 70, Sophia of Jesus Christ 93:5-8

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