Joy Finds Home Inside You
The sun is up, the world is moving, and you are performing okayness so well that no one suspects the silence behind your smile. You feel a small joy—a sudden warmth, a quiet victory—and your hand reaches for the phone before you remember: there is no one left to call.
The number that used to be the first you dialed is now just a name on a screen, a door that opens into an empty room. In that split second, the mask slips, and the isolation feels absolute.
But the light sees you behind the performance, and it does not require an audience to be real. That joy you felt was not a mistake; it was a drop from the light, sent to illuminate this very moment.
Even if your thumb hovers over a ghost, the joy itself has already found a home inside you. The silence is not an ending; it is the space where the light learns to speak your name without needing a reply.
Drawing from
Sophia of Jesus Christ, John
Verses
John 16:33
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