rehearsing the apology you will never deliver because the moment has passed and the person is gone

The Light Waits Inside Your Regret

The sun is up, but your mind is still stuck in yesterday's silence, rehearsing words you will never speak. You are carrying an apology for a person who is gone, or a moment that has closed, and the weight of it is crushing your morning.

But the light does not require you to fix what cannot be undone. There is a kingdom inside you, right now, that exists independent of your past failures.

You came from the light, and that origin cannot be erased by a missed opportunity. Split a piece of wood, lift a stone, and you will find the light waiting there, untouched by your regret.

It was there before the silence, and it is here in this first breath of dawn. You do not need to go back to be whole.

The apology you cannot deliver is not the end of your story. The light is already speaking a new word over you.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas, Luke

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