The Light Does Not Need An Audience
The sun is up, but the silence in the room feels heavier than the night was. You let your hands shake.
You stopped pretending to be steady. And nobody noticed.
It is a strange kind of loneliness—to finally drop the mask and find that no one is looking up to see the face beneath it. But listen.
The light does not need an audience to be real. It was there before you performed, and it is here now that you have stopped.
The kingdom is not something you earn by holding it together; it is already inside you, waiting for you to stop searching outside. You do not have to be strong for the dawn to break.
The light shines whether you are holding on or falling apart.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas 3, Gospel of Thomas 51
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