the secret shame of buying the cheap brand while pretending it was a choice, not a necessity

The Dawn Does Not Care About Performance

The sun is up, and the mask is back on. You stand in the aisle, holding the cheap brand, telling yourself it was a choice—a preference, a whim—while the secret shame burns in your chest.

You pretend you chose the lesser thing because you wanted to, not because you had to. But the rising sun does not care about your performance.

It shines on the flowers of the field, which do not labor or spin, yet not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. The light sees the necessity behind the pretense, and it calls you beautiful anyway.

You do not have to pretend to be wealthy to be worthy of the dawn. The shame is a shadow that vanishes when you step outside.

You are not defined by what you can afford, but by the light that affords you everything.

Drawing from

Matthew, Sophia of Jesus Christ

Verses

Matthew 6:28-29, Sophia of Jesus Christ 93:12-16

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