the quiet panic of realizing you taught someone you love to hide their own fear by watching you disguise yours as wisdom

The Dawn Asks For Your Face

The sun is up, and the house is quiet, but your chest is tight with a new kind of fear. You realize that the person you love most learned to hide their trembling by watching you disguise yours as wisdom.

You taught them that strength means never letting the mask slip. That to be safe is to be silent.

But the light does not need your performance. It needs your honesty.

There is light within a person of light, and it lights up the whole world — but if you do not shine, if you keep the truth buried behind a wall of 'I'm fine,' you teach the ones you love that the dark is safer than the real you. If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save you.

If you do not, the silence will destroy you both. The dawn is not asking for your armor.

It is asking for your face. Take it off.

Let them see you shake. Let them see you unsure.

That is how they will learn that the light survives the breaking.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas, Gospel of Thomas

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