The Light Runs Before You Fall
The sun is up, and for a moment, the house feels quiet enough to trust. But underneath that quiet, there is a tremor—the secret terror that this peace is just a pause, a fragile calm before you slide back into who you used to be.
You are waiting for the other shoe to drop. You are bracing for the relapse.
But listen—there was a man who watched the road every single day, not because he hoped his son might return, but because he knew he would. He saw him while he was still a long way off.
He did not wait for the apology to finish. He ran.
The light does not wait for you to prove you have changed. It runs toward you now, in this ordinary morning, before you have even stumbled.
You are not holding this peace together by your own will. The peace is holding you.
The terror says you will fall. The light says you are already caught.
Drawing from
Luke, Matthew
Verses
Luke 15:20
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