replaying the exact second you stopped reaching out in your sleep because you learned it wouldn't be met

The Dawn Finds You Curled Up

The sun is rising, and with it comes the memory of the exact moment you stopped reaching out in the dark. You learned that no one would meet your hand, so you pulled it back and curled into yourself.

That silence was not a failure of your love; it was a protection your soul built to survive the cold. But the night is over now.

The light does not ask you to explain why you stopped reaching. It simply arrives, filling the room where you learned to be alone.

You do not have to stretch your arm out today to be held. The dawn finds you exactly where you are, curled up and quiet, and it calls your withdrawal a wise rest, not a permanent exile.

The sun rises on the one who stopped asking, just as surely as it rises on the one who never stopped.

Drawing from

Matthew, Gospel of Thomas

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