The Light Loves the Tired Face
The sun has gone down, and the window has turned into a mirror. You catch your own reflection in the dark glass, and for a terrifying second, you do not recognize the eyes staring back.
They belong to the character you played all day—the one who smiles when breaking, the one who performs okayness while crumbling inside. The mask has fused to the skin.
You wonder if there is anything left underneath the performance. But the light does not need you to take the mask off before it can see you.
It sees the person behind the eyes, even when you have forgotten they are there. The exhaustion you feel right now is not a failure; it is the weight of the armor finally coming off.
You are allowed to stop acting. The light is not waiting for the perfect version of you to appear.
It is sitting right there in the dim room, loving the tired face in the glass. The performance is over.
You can just be.
Drawing from
1 John, Luke
Verses
1 John 3:1, Luke 12:7
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