the fear that your exhaustion will accidentally slip out as anger toward the one person you are trying to protect

The Light Runs Toward Your Exhaustion

The sun has gone down, and the armor you wore all day is finally heavy enough to crush you. You are terrified that when you take it off, the exhaustion will slip out as anger toward the one person you are trying to protect.

You brace yourself against the snap, the sharp word, the moment the mask falls and hurts the very hands you mean to hold. But listen — the light that lives inside you is not fragile.

It does not shatter when you are tired. It does not turn into something dangerous just because your strength is gone.

There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off, still covered in the filth of the pig pen. He did not wait for the boy to clean up.

He did not wait for the apology to be perfect. He ran.

Before the speech, before the promise to do better — he ran. The light runs toward your exhaustion, not away from it.

It knows the difference between your fatigue and your heart. It sees the love underneath the snap, the protection underneath the irritability.

You are not your worst moment tonight. You are the light that persists even when the day has drained you dry.

The darkness gathers, but it cannot extinguish what you are.

Drawing from

Luke, John

Verses

Luke 15:20, John 1:5

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