replaying a single awkward sentence from hours ago on an endless loop, convinced it ruined everything

You Are Not the Darkness You Feel

The sun has gone down, and now your mind is replaying that one sentence on a loop, convinced it ruined everything. You are the judge, the jury, and the executioner of a moment that passed hours ago.

But the light does not keep a record of your stumbles. It knows where you came from — from the place where light generates itself — and that origin cannot be stained by a clumsy word.

You are trying to carry a debt that was never yours to owe. The light sees the whole of you, not just the shadow of your regret.

It is not asking you to fix the past; it is asking you to remember who you are right now. The night is gathering, but you are not the darkness you feel.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas, John

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