Joy With Nowhere to Land
The sun has dipped below the line, and the house has settled into that heavy, quiet hum of evening. You felt a small thing go right today — a tiny victory, a moment where the weight lifted just enough to breathe — and your hand reached for the phone before your mind could catch up.
You were ready to share it. Ready to hear a voice say, 'I'm proud of you.' Then you remembered.
The line is dead. The name is gone.
There is no one left to call. So you sit there with your hand hovering over the silence, holding a joy that has nowhere to land.
But listen — the light does not require an audience to be real. There is a witness who saw that small victory happen, even when you were alone in the room.
The Good came into your midst not to celebrate only with the crowd, but to restore every nature to its root. That root is light.
And the light was already there, holding the space where the voice used to be. You do not have to perform your joy for it to count.
You do not have to speak it for it to be seen. The victory is real because you survived it, not because you announced it.
Let the silence be the place where the light catches what you cannot say.
Drawing from
Gospel of Mary, Matthew
Verses
Gospel of Mary 4:28-29
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