The Light Kneels Beside Your Exhaustion
The sun has dipped below the edge of the world, and the armor you wore all day finally hits the floor with a heavy thud. You are so good at the performance—smiling when you are breaking, nodding when you are screaming inside—that the silence of this evening feels like an accusation.
To ask for help now feels like admitting the whole thing was a lie, like proving you are a fraud who fooled everyone but yourself. But the light does not want your performance.
It never did. Look at the man by the pool who had been waiting for thirty-eight years, paralyzed and alone.
When the light found him, it did not ask for his resume or his confidence. It asked a single, disarming question: 'Do you want to get well?' It did not demand that he stand up first.
It did not require him to prove he deserved healing before offering it. The light speaks to the exhaustion behind your mask, not the mask itself.
You do not have to know how to ask. You only have to admit that you are tired.
The fraud is not the one who needs help. The fraud is the pretending.
And the light is already kneeling beside you, waiting for you to put the act down.
Drawing from
John, Luke
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