sitting in the family pew on sunday while your own parents look through you as if you are already dead

Seen by the Father While Still Far Off

The silence in the pew is louder than the hymns. You sit between the people who gave you breath, yet their eyes slide past your face as if you are already a ghost.

In this deepest hour, the air feels thick with a grief that has no name. The ones who should know you best have become strangers to your soul.

But listen — the light does not need their recognition to exist inside you. There was a father who saw his son while he was still a long way off, covered in the filth of a life wasted, and he ran.

He did not wait for an apology. He did not wait for the son to become worthy again.

He ran. That same seeing is happening right now, even if your own family cannot find you with their eyes.

You are not invisible. You are held in a gaze that misses nothing.

The darkness of their indifference cannot extinguish the life burning in your chest. You are not dead to the only One who matters.

Drawing from

Luke, John

Verses

Luke 15:20, John 1:5

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