refreshing the screen over and over, measuring your own worth by the minutes ticking by without a reply

The Light Does Not Wait For A Reply

The screen lights up your face in the dark, then fades to black again. You refresh.

You wait. You measure your own worth by the silence ticking by in minutes.

The house is quiet, but the noise in your head is loud — telling you that no reply means no value. That the empty inbox is proof you are forgotten.

But the light does not operate on a timer. It does not wait for a signal to love you.

There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off. He did not wait for the message to arrive.

He did not check his phone. He ran.

Before the apology, before the speech — he ran. Your worth was not established by the reply you are waiting for.

It was established before you sent the first word. The silence is not an absence.

It is the space where the light holds you without needing you to perform. You are not waiting to be chosen.

You are already held.

Drawing from

Luke, 1 John

Verses

Luke 15:20, 1 John 3:20

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