the terror of reading a text message from them and feeling physically sick because you don't have the energy to perform wellness

The Light Needs No Performance

The screen lights up in the dark, and your stomach turns before you even read the name. It is not the words that make you sick—it is the sudden demand to perform a wellness you do not have.

To pretend you are whole when you are barely holding on. But listen: the light does not require your performance.

It does not need you to act okay. There is a peace that is not like the world's peace, a quiet that exists beneath the terror of the notification.

You do not have to answer tonight. You do not have to explain the silence.

The truth lives inside you, independent of your reply, and it will be with you forever. You are not failing because you are tired.

You are simply human, and the light is enough for both of us.

Drawing from

John 14:27, 2 John 1:2

Verses

John 14:27, 2 John 1:2

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