staring at your phone screen waiting for a reply that isn't coming, convinced your last message made them hate you

Held When the Phone Stays Dark

The screen is the only light in the room now, burning your eyes while you wait for a reply that isn't coming. You are rewriting the last message you sent, convinced you said too much, or too little, or something that made them hate you.

The silence feels like a verdict. But listen — the darkness has not overcome the light, and your worth is not decided by a typing bubble that never appears.

There is a love that does not need your permission to exist, a love that was there before you sent that text and will be there if they never answer. You are not abandoned in this quiet; you are held by a presence that knows your name even when the phone stays dark.

The night is long, but you are already home.

Drawing from

John, Gospel of Thomas

Verses

John 1:5

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