The Light Does Not Need Your Enthusiasm
The screen glows in the quiet room, a small sun in the gathering dark. You scroll back through months of words, hunting for the last time an exclamation point felt real before the sentences went flat and the silence started.
The day is ending, and the armor you wore since morning is heavy on your shoulders. You are tired of performing okayness for people who cannot see the ache behind the glass.
But listen — the light does not need your enthusiasm to find you. It does not require you to sound happy to be held.
You came from the light, and that origin remains untouched by the tone of your texts or the flatness of your voice. The father in the story did not wait for a perfect speech; he ran while the words were still stuck in his throat.
Put the phone down. The exhale is not a failure of joy; it is the moment you stop pretending and let the love that lives inside you simply be.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas 50, Luke 15:20
Verses
Luke 15:20
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