re-reading your own sent messages over and over, convinced the recipient is secretly mocking your desperation

Your Reaching Is Holy, Not Pathetic

The screen glows in the dark, holding your words hostage while you imagine them being read with a smirk. You see your desperation reflected in the recipient's eyes, convinced they are sharing your shame as a joke.

But the light does not mock the cry for help — it answers it. There is a compassion that sees the trembling hand behind the text and calls it holy, not pathetic.

The darkness tries to turn your vulnerability into a weapon against you, but the light knows the truth: your reaching is not weakness, it is the bravest thing you have done tonight. You are not the joke you fear you are; you are the beloved child who dared to speak.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas 28, Luke 7:44-48

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