The Cringe Is Light Moving Forward
The screen glows in the dark, and your stomach tightens as you read words you once spoke with raw honesty. You want to throw the phone across the room just to make the feeling stop.
That cringe is not a sign that you were wrong to speak; it is the friction of a self that has outgrown its old skin. The light that lives inside you was there when you typed those messages, and it is there now, watching you with mercy rather than judgment.
You came from the light, and to it you will return, regardless of the awkward paths you walked to get here. The version of you that wrote those words was doing the best it could with the light it could see at the time.
You do not need to erase the past to be whole; you only need to stop letting it define who you are becoming. The shame you feel is just the shadow proving that the light has moved forward.
You are still that light, even in the cringe.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas 50, Gospel of Thomas 24
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