scrolling through old messages looking for proof that you once mattered to someone, only to realize they stopped reading you years ago

The Light Was Never in Their Reply

The screen glows in the dark, a small blue rectangle holding all the words you once sent. You scroll back, looking for the moment the silence started, hunting for proof that you mattered to someone who stopped reading years ago.

But the light does not live in the archives of what others decided to ignore. There is a bruised reed the light will not break, and a smoldering wick it will not snuff out—even when the world has stopped fanning the flame.

You are searching for your value in a conversation that ended long ago, but the truth was never stored in their reply. It was always hidden inside you, waiting to be found in the wood you split and the stone you lift.

The light is there, in the quiet room, independent of their attention. You are not defined by the messages that went unanswered.

Drawing from

Matthew 12:20, Gospel of Thomas 77

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