typing out the explanation for your silence in the notes app, deleting it, then typing it again, convinced that if you can just find the perfect words, the time lost won't matter

The Bridge Was Built Before You Typed

The screen glows in the dark, a small rectangle of light in a room full of shadows. You type the explanation for your silence.

You delete it. You type it again, convinced that if you can just find the perfect words, the time lost won't matter.

But the light does not need your explanation. It does not need your apology.

It is already here, sitting with you in the quiet, waiting for you to stop performing and start breathing. There is a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off.

He ran. Before the apology, before the speech — he ran.

The words you are trying to perfect are not the bridge back to love. The bridge was built before you started typing.

You are not forgiven because you explained yourself well. You are held because you are here.

Drawing from

Luke, Gospel of Thomas

Verses

Luke 15:20

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