the moment your phone buzzes with their name while you are mid-sentence telling a lie about how fine you are

The Father Runs Before You Speak

The room is quiet now, but your chest is still humming from the performance you gave today. You smiled when they asked how you were, and you said 'fine' with such convincing ease that you almost believed it yourself.

Then the phone buzzed. Their name lit up the screen right as the lie was leaving your lips, and for a second, the mask slipped so hard you thought everyone could see the crack.

The gathering dark does not demand you keep the act going. There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off.

He did not wait for the speech. He did not wait for the apology to be polished.

He ran. Before the words could form, before the shame could settle, he was already there.

The light does not need your perfect explanation. It sees the tremor in your hand when their name appears.

It knows the lie was just a way to buy time until you were safe enough to tell the truth. You do not have to carry the weight of the pretense into the night.

The truth that lives in you is already waiting to take the mask off.

Drawing from

Luke 15:20, 2 John 1:2

Verses

Luke 15:20, 2 John 1:2

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