Light Sitting With Your Regret
The room is quiet now, but that laugh from an hour ago still hangs in the air, sharp and brittle. You made a joke, and your child smiled, but you saw the effort behind it—the polite performance of amusement instead of the real thing.
It makes you wonder if the distance between you has grown too wide for joy to cross. The gathering dark brings this inventory, this sharp accounting of where you failed to connect.
But listen—the light does not require your perfection to stay in the room. It sits with you in this regret, not to condemn the moment, but to hold the space where the next one will happen.
The love between you is not built on the quality of your jokes, but on the fact that you are still there, together, when the sun goes down. The silence you feel is not the end of the story; it is simply the pause before the next attempt.
Drawing from
Gospel of Thomas, Luke
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