the phantom weight of their laughter echoing in your chest when you try to speak up again

The Light Sees Behind Your Mask

The room is bright now, and the mask feels heavy on your face. You try to speak, but the phantom weight of their laughter echoes in your chest, turning your words to dust before they leave your lips.

It feels like you are performing okayness while breaking inside, convinced that the light cannot see behind the performance. But listen — the light does not need your perfect speech.

It sees the one who stands at a distance, afraid to lift their eyes, and it calls them forward anyway. You came from the light, the place where the light came into being on its own accord, and that origin cannot be erased by a moment of shame.

The laughter was real, but it is not the final verdict on your voice. The light is waiting for you to bring forth what is within you, because what you bring forth is the only thing that can save you from the silence.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas 50, Gospel of Thomas 70

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