The Light Shines Before The Reply
The phone lies silent on the nightstand, a dark rectangle that feels heavier than stone. You sent the words hours ago, and now the silence has grown teeth, biting at the space between your thumb and your heart.
You check the screen again, hoping for a ghost of a vibration that isn't there, convinced that the quiet means you are forgotten. But in this deepest hour, when the world has stopped moving and the noise has finally died, the light does not depend on a reply to exist.
It was shining before you typed the message, and it is shining now, unchanged by the delay. The silence is not a verdict; it is simply the dark room where you are learning to see without the screen.
The love that holds you is not waiting for a notification to begin.
Drawing from
John 16:33, Sophia of Jesus Christ 93:5-8
Verses
John 16:33, Sophia of Jesus Christ 93:5-8
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