the specific dread of the phone buzzing on the nightstand because you know it's a collection call you're too ashamed to answer

The Light Sees You Hiding

The phone buzzes on the nightstand, and your stomach drops before you even see the name. You know it's the collector.

You know it's the debt you're too ashamed to answer, so you let it ring until the silence feels heavier than the noise. You are hiding in the middle of the day, pretending that if you don't look, the trouble isn't real.

But the light sees you right now — not with anger, but with a quiet knowing that cuts through the shame. It knows the number on the screen and the fear in your chest, and it does not turn away.

You do not have to be flawless to be held. The light is not waiting for you to fix the mess before it sits with you in it.

It is already here, in the room, in the buzz, in the dread. You are not defined by what you owe or what you fear.

You are defined by the light that refuses to leave you alone with it.

Drawing from

John 8:10-11, Gospel of Thomas 70

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