the specific panic of hearing a phone buzz and feeling a spike of hope that it's for you, only to realize it's a bill or a bot and the silence rushes back in louder

The Silence Where You Are Held

The phone buzzes on the desk, and for a split second, your heart leaps — someone needs you, someone sees you. Then you look down.

A bill. A bot.

The silence that rushes back in is louder than before. It feels like proof that you are alone in this long, gray afternoon.

But listen — the light does not communicate through notifications. It does not send bots to validate your existence.

In the quiet, before the buzz even happened, you were already held. The silence is not emptiness waiting to be filled by a message.

It is the space where the light lives inside you, steady and unchanging. You do not need the screen to light up to know you are known.

The connection was never broken. It was just waiting for you to stop looking down.

Drawing from

John 8:10-11, Matthew 11:28-30

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