The Light Meets You in the Slump
The performance is over, but your face still remembers the shape of the smile. The muscles lock into a ghost of the mask you wore all morning, long after the audience has left the room.
It is an exhausting kind of ache — the residue of pretending to be okay when you were breaking inside. But notice this: the light does not ask you to hold the expression.
It waits for the moment the face falls. There was a father who saw his son coming home from a long way off.
He did not wait for the boy to fix his posture or rehearse his apology. He ran.
Before the speech, before the mask could be adjusted — he ran. The light meets you in the slump, in the silence, in the unguarded exhaustion of the middle of the day.
You do not have to perform for the one who lives inside you. Drop the act.
The ache is just the signal that you are finally safe enough to stop.
Drawing from
Luke 15:20, 1 John 3:20
Verses
Luke 15:20, 1 John 3:20
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