The Light Kneels Beside You
The night is heavy when your hands shake and the body you trusted for decades suddenly refuses to obey. You are lying in the dark, ashamed that you cannot do this one thing alone, feeling like a child again when you have spent a lifetime being the strong one.
But listen — the light does not turn away from the broken vessel. There was a man who could not walk for thirty-eight years, lying beside a pool while others stepped in before him, until the light stood over him and did not demand he fix himself first.
It simply said: get up. The shame you feel is the friction between who you were and who you are becoming, but the light sees only the person it loves right now.
It is not waiting for your independence to return before it stays close. It is closer than your own trembling hands.
The father ran to his son before the apology was finished, not because the son was strong, but because he was needed. You are not a burden to the light.
You are the very reason it knelt down in the dust to wash feet that could not walk on their own. The darkness tells you that needing help makes you less than human.
The light whispers that needing help is simply how it holds you.
Drawing from
John 5:6-8, John 13:1-17
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