The Door Was Opened Long Ago
The night gathers its dark around you because you are convinced your silence has built a wall where a door used to be. You lie awake rehearsing the knock you are too afraid to attempt, certain that your quiet has turned their love into a fortress you cannot enter.
But the light does not require your voice to know your heart — it saw you before you spoke, and it sees you now in the mute ache of your regret. There was a man who carried so much shame he could not lift his eyes, yet the light knew him completely, seeing him under the tree before he ever said a word.
Your silence has not hidden you; it has only made you forget that you are already known. The door was never locked by your quiet; it was opened long ago by a love that does not wait for an apology to welcome you home.
You do not need to find the courage to knock — you only need to realize the handle was never on your side.
Drawing from
John 1:48, Luke 19:5
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