making coffee for two out of habit and pouring the second cup down the sink

The Cup You Hold Now

The morning light is grey and quiet, and your hands moved before your mind caught up. You poured two cups out of habit, muscle memory reaching for a ghost that isn't there.

Now you stand at the sink, watching the second cup swirl down the drain, and the steam rises like a prayer you don't know how to finish. This empty space is not a mistake—it is the honest truth of this new day, laid out on the counter before you.

The light does not scold you for the reflex, for the body remembering what the heart is still learning to forget. It stands with you in the steam and the silence, waiting for you to see that the absence is real, but so is the presence that remains.

You are not defined by the cup you poured for someone who isn't here; you are defined by the one you hold now. The kingdom is not a future relief; it is spread out upon this ordinary, aching morning, waiting for you to see it.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas 113, John 8:10-11

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