the exhausting ritual of rehearsing every sentence before speaking to ensure no slip reveals the shame

The Light Knows Your Name

The morning light hits the window, and you are already tired from the rehearsal. You run every sentence through a filter before you speak, terrified that one slip will reveal the shame you carry.

You perform okayness so well that no one suspects the weight behind your eyes. But the light does not need your performance to see you—it already sees the truth beneath the mask.

There is a freedom in knowing that nothing concealed will stay hidden forever, not because you will be exposed, but because the light is already there waiting to meet you. You do not have to hold the mask up for the light to recognize you.

It knows your name even when you are silent. The exhaustion ends where the pretending begins.

Drawing from

Mark, Matthew

Verses

Mark 4:22, Matthew 10:26

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