being the only person who looks like you in the room and the weight of that visibility

Your Visibility Is Not A Mistake

The morning light feels heavy when it lands on you first. You walk into the room and the silence shifts, the eyes turn, and suddenly you are carrying the weight of being the only one who looks like you.

It is exhausting to be the representative, the exception, the one who stands out when all you want is to belong. But remember the man born blind — the crowd assumed his difference was a punishment, a flaw in the design.

They asked who sinned to make him this way. The light corrected them: neither this man nor his parents sinned.

This happened so that the works of God might be displayed in him. Your visibility is not a mistake.

It is a canvas. The kingdom is not a distant place you must travel to; it is inside you, right now, in this very body that feels too seen.

When you stop trying to hide the thing that makes you different, you realize the light was never afraid of your distinctness. It chose it.

You are not an accident in the room. You are the display.

Drawing from

Gospel of Thomas, John

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